he was at the age where everything in his life shouldve been so perfect. remembering him comes in flashbacks and echoes june talked to him about his unhealthy coping mechanisms and how he needed to control them but june probably couldnt care less about him right now. he let out a small cry, sounding almost like an injured puppy. he let a few of his tears fall, abruptly looking away, violently wiping at his eyes. he watched as her body tensed, her jaw clenching as she pushed her hair out of her face. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer Regretting him was like wishing you never found out that love could be that strong If you log in you can store your preference and never be asked again. dont leave, please dont leave us- you cant leaveme, please.. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. and besides, i said i was sorry, what more could you want from me. alexs heart wholly broke. the moment we have all been waiting for. hi, is this seat taken? alex didnt even get a second to respond before she continued, im jordan, we have english together. he truly did not care about the girl sitting in front of him, all he really cared about was finding liam. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. alex please. he was almost sure he did. alex has a horrible day at school. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. no. Losing him was blue like I'd never known. it does not go according to alexs plan. he threw the door open, staring at henry who sat at their dinner table, the table all set with two plates filled with food. youre right, im sorry. forever, henry confirmed, and always., READ THIS LISTENING TO LOOK AFTER YOU - THE FRAY!!! before he knew it he was standing right in front of liam. the hushed shouts were not as quiet as they thought they were. not one bit. he clapped so hard, and let out a small shout of approval, before locking eyes with liam, his eyes brightening all that much more. i messed everything up, and now youre mad at me. once he saw his dad make his way towards the front door saying something along the lines of picking up his bags tomorrow while the kids are at school, he bolted up, running to meet his dad at the door. i pushed them off but i still feel gross, but its all my fault.. henry im sorry. loving him was like see, you know i love you, and i cant believe you would ever doubt me about that. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. you did not consent for it. are you single? he inwardly cringed at the question. alex slowly nodded before he felt henrys soft lips against him. Member of Group DIGNITY, s.r.o. henry would hate him. but that doesnt mean anything. liam always claimed he just wasnt ready yet but alex did not believe he would ever be ready. alex glanced at the dinner now abandoned, now cold, sitting on the table, i ruined your plans for tonight, he croaked, looking up at henry with wet eyes. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. im so sorry, i dont mean to make you feel bad. he locked the door to their bedroom, throwing as many of his clothes as he could into a duffel bag. i hate to be the bearer of bad news but your life isnotas bad as you make it seem and youre so overdramatic, cant it ever be about me? alex wanted to cry. alex met tommy his first year at college at a bar. "He had it bad for you forever. henry im sorry. Songs lyrics and translations to be found here are protected by copyright of their owners and are meant for educative purposes only. by now alex was aware of a few things. what? faster than the wind passionate and i know how hard it is to come out, but its been 3 years. cause loving him was red yeah, he spat out. You know he's an all or nothing kind of guy." "I.. she was blabbing on about getting his number, or a date, or something? his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. i love you sweetheart, he smiled, but quickly turned to a frown when tommy pulled away from his touch, let me show you, please. im not mad per se, i just would have never said any of this stuff to you. all he wanted was for it to be a good day, he would have taken a decent day at best, but all he got was horrible. he made a brief list in his mind. it was hopeless for them. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. The song name is Red (Live cover). just talk to me.. alex took one look in henrys bottomless blue eyes before collapsing into the nearest chair, cries bubbling out of him. 3. nora what hes missed goes all the way back to when he was too young to even think for himself. you cannot possibly think that thats true, because youre so so important to me. liam reached his arm out to try and grab alexs shoulder but he abruptly thrust his body backward, practically falling on his back. he ignored the scolding coming from his mom about how he should be in bed. The Touching Him Was Like Realizing All You Ever Wanted Chords ends here. believe it or not, i dont spend all my time around you just because i feel bad for you, he mumbles, his tone suggesting in a way that he doesonly hang around alex because he feels bad for him. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Alex Claremont-Diaz & June Claremont-Diaz, Alex Claremont-Diaz/Original Male Character(s), Alex Claremont-Diaz Loves Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor, Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor Loves Alex Claremont-Diaz, Married Alex Claremont-Diaz/Henry Fox-Mountchristen-Windsor. driving a new masareti down a dead end street he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. enjoy!! . anytime i get to spend with you in enough, i dont care what we are doing.. Work Search: he wanted to be happy with his boyfriend for once, sue him. you areselfish,you are afuck up,youruin everythingand it was your fault things didnt work out with james, okay, june emphasized every insult with a shove until alex was practically out of her room. it hurts me and makes me feel bad that you think like that. oh losing him was blue like i've never known he picked at the wood table, small pieces falling to the ground. Videos were added by DanuL97, Moonblade, Lenin606. he didnt know. sweetheart, where is this coming from? henry urged. he didnt know. but that doesnt mean anything. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. he didnt care. and that brings him here, hobbling up the stairs. 3. nora he sat down in the media center during his free period, taking out the calculus homework he was just assigned the period before. as well as wishing you never found out love could be that strong trying to change your mind i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. go to sleep alex.. maybe she was just in a bad mood. he watched with pride in his eyes and his boyfriend moved across the stage, taking his diploma, and doing a dramatic gesture of pumping his fists in the air. he dug his nails into his skin drawing blood from the crescent shaped scars on his palms. he heard his dad say goodbye to june, then stopping at him whispering, goodbye mijo, te amo.. tip: "sherlock (tv)" m/m NOT "sherlock holmes/john watson", 1. ellen and oscar but its what you were thinking right? he could tell june was fed up with him cutting her off. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. Fighting with him was like, trying to solve a crossword and realizing there's no right answer. it was far too hot to be completely covered with a graduation gown but who was he to complain, on such an important day in his life. he wasnt sure if he was being honest. IM JUST FUCKED UP AND CANT DO ANYTHING RIGHT, I GET IT. instinctively, his body started to curl in on itself. Please consider turning it on! but loving him was red but somehow, its just always my fault, right?, no i never said that tommy please, i promise. the girl, jordan, either did not hear him or just did not care because she stayed planted in her seat. oh, love, he mumbled, immediately pushing himself up and moving towards alex. like home. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. alex had dumped so much on him at once he didnt know how to process it. he jumped into liams arms, virtually knocking him over, WE DID IT! at june or really, in any situation. like home. he pushed away all of henrys attempts to comfort him. "don't. don't touch me. i know im not the best at showing my love, but that doesnt mean anything.. he was such an important part of my life and he justnever really wanted me at all.. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. tears silently ran down his cheeks at the feeling of comfort. just as quickly as he got there, he felt himself get pulled off, falling to the ground. it was then he realized he had never stopped his mumbles of stop and please and no.. 95 guests but thats not true. Once you're already flying through the free fall. he stuck the side of his head close to the bars on the stair railing trying to listen in. why do you have to be so sensitive all the fucking time.. thatsamebarista throwing herself at him from across the table. but then the tears never came. he couldnt pinpoint the exact emotion, but if you asked alex he would probably say tommy looked almost disgusted in him. when he got home, his first instinct was the invite nora over, hoping for some positive reinforcement from her. why? alex met tommy his first year at college at a bar. he looked around briefly for liam, but instead he was greeted by a girl, he saw by the juniors days ago. "you were not asking for it. he took off running up the stairs, passed june, straight into his room, diving under the covers. once he knew he was alone, his legs gave out, forcing his body to the ground. i messed up, his voice a whisper, i got scared because youve been so so good to me lately but i've beensuch a bad husband. 4. liam he had been on edge all day and this just tipped him right over. it was his last first day of high school and it was so important to him. he pushed it aside and went on with the rest of the day as it shouldve gone. he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. youve been doing such big things and i understand its going to take up some more time. 6. henry. im not the best with love either, i was raised in a loveless household. where he made new friends, and he only got minimal amounts of homework compared to june, and he could stay up until 9 oclock watching television. it is super unlikely that the people in alexs life did not hug him on a regular basis, but im a sucker for angst so. if alex didnt feel the pleasure he felt he should have in this moment, he doesnt tell anyone. nora quickly made her way out of the claremont household, leaving alex alone with his thoughts. tommy skateboarded, played the guitar and drums, and was way to occupied being the cool kid on campus to worry about his studies. noNO, he took both his parents by surprise with his shout, but when neither of them spoke he continued. his head hurt, and all he really wanted to do was go to sleep. burning red he couldnt tell henry. Contact sorry yeah actually- im saving it for a friend, he mumbled, looking back down at the table. alex melted into the kiss for a moment, pulling away when henry did. the bars were cold against his face and made him cringe. it had only been 2 weeks since alexs first boyfriend broke up with him and he already moved on from him to some cheerleader, flaunting her around school like some sort of trophy. its okay now, ill leave and you dont have to worry about it now. . he let the feeling of grief overtake him until he was able to push himself up and onto his bed. one second he was thinking about the barista, and then the next moment he was thinking about how henry would hate him for it. But loving him was red, red, red. henry- i thinki think we should get a divorce. alex really really did not know where these words were coming from. gotta let go its okay now, ill leave and you dont have to worry about it now. i guess im just worried, but im sorry. Touching him is like realizing all you ever wanted was right there infront of you - YouTube My baby My baby AboutPressCopyrightContact. Touching him was like realizing all you ever wanted was right there in front of you Memorizing him was as easy as knowing all the words to your old favorite song Fighting with him was like trying to . just because i get with other people sometimes doesnt mean i dont care about you. But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red. youalways do this! alex and tommy had been going back and forth with each other for at least ten minutes. Touching him was like realizing.. - YouTube 0:00 / 0:08 Touching him was like realizing.. he threw the door open, staring at henry who sat at their dinner table, the table all set with two plates filled with food. the only feeling worse than lying about him and liam was the feeling of jordans lips on his in the next second. 4. liam Terms of use, and i could see it all in my head Memes | Lyrics | TikTok Trends | Instagram Filters. he didnt care about that right now. alex spotted liam moving towards where both of their families sat together, liams family basically separating oscar and ellen. henrys eyes shot up, the happiness in them quickly replaced with worry once he saw alexs drooped frame. he didnt care about that right now. alex mumbled the chant of stupid, stupid, stupid as he stumbled through the doors of the brownstone. she continued to kiss him, despite the unrequited attention. june and alex get in a fight. he attempted to pull alex into a hug but alex simply just pulled himself away. [Verse 1: Ally & Normani]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end streetFaster than the wind, passionate as sinEnding so suddenlyLoving him is like trying to change your mindOnce youre already flying through the free fallLike the colors in autumn, so brightJust before they lose it all, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red, [Verse 2: Camila & Dinah]Touching him was like realizing all you ever wantedWas right there in front of youMemorizing him was as easy as knowingAll the words to your old favorite songFighting with him was like trying to solve a crosswordAnd realizing theres no right answerRegretting him was like wishing you never found outThat love could be that strong, [Chorus: All & Lauren]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody you never metBut loving him was red, red, redBut loving him was red, red, redOohhh burning red, red, red, red, red, red, [Bridge: Camila & [Normani] & (Lauren) & Dinah & {Ally} & All]Remembering him comes in flashbacks {flashbacks} [and echoes](Tell myself its time now) time now, gotta let go{But moving on from} him is impossibleWhen I still see it all in {my head}, [Chorus: Lauren & All & (Ally)]Losing him was blue like Id never knownMissing him was dark grey, all aloneForgetting him was like trying to know somebody (you never met)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red (was red)But loving him was red, red, red, red, red, red (red red), [Outro: Ally & All]Loving him is like driving a new MaseratiDown a dead-end street. 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